Living In A World Of Believers
There are thousands of people in the world with different beliefs orchestrated by a book, the funny thing is that I am turned away from them! the space I Cohabit with other people is a strange one. People go to church, they pray to something they have never seen; they don’t know exists; yet, when I tell them I have seen the person they worship they deny it can ever happen.
This is where I am in this lifetime, there are people who believe in God yet cast me off for saying I have seen him, which in some respects is strange as they worship something they have never seen! I am treated by religion as religion is treated by people who don’t believe. I find that very strange, religion expects people to believe in God yet deny that he could have been seen. I have even been asked if I am ill by a priest! I then have been asked if I am unwell for seeing somebody not of this world, yet it is OK to believe if you have not seen.
I don’t fit into this world because people who don’t believe just don’t believe, and I am cast off from religion for what, How mad can I be deemed for seeing, when religion is based on something not seen? The writings of books!
The character Jesus Christ said ” you may be deemed mad by those who don’t believe when you pray.”
Something to that effect anyhow, religion judges me without even hearing me! If I am made to be quiet about something I have seen then maybe they should not speak about God either, as they have not sen God! I don’t know why religion casts me off for seeing something they say they believe in.
religion struggles in unity, yet I struggle alone. I am that single sheep being cast away from the flock. This happens a lot I think.
Whoever I have seen, be it the devil if anybody wants to put that in, or God or not God! I know there is something beyond this world!
I do struggle daily with what I have seen, I struggle alone. Religion casts me off and the people who don’t believe also cast me off. It makes me feel evil in some ways to be cast of from so many religions for seeing something beyond this earth.
Ask yourself this question.
If you had seen God and nobody believed you and you where turned away from everywhere you went, how would your state of mind be? Would you not be troubled, where it be the truth or not the truth, whether it be reality or not reality, don’t you think being turned away from the places who are supposed to care and help those in torment, (yes, lets call it torment)
How am I tormented? Am I tormented by my own mind or would I be tormented by the fact that others don’t believe even those who are supposed to believe. What is religion if they don’t live to the book they hold so close when flesh and bone and spirit is more important? Madness and torment from devils, yet they say I am safe let him perish! If I have seen God, who will it be who perish? Will it be I whom perish!
when the church say they believe is something, yet they don’t live to what they believe, a lost sheep in the wilderness. What am I, condemned by God? Is God my enemy, or is it the minds of others which condemn?
I found God through sin! Is there any other way? For to say you have no sin calls God a liar! Maybe not through sin but through repentance I found salvation.
The bible says that only the pure of heart can see God! Am I the only person in the world with a pure heart? seek his face forever moor. The bible does not say you can’t see God! It does say that Jesus Christ is the only one to see the one true God. Even with a book that does not say seeing God is an impossibility I am still cast off!
have a good day!